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6 Feb Journal

 Hi,

aj m subha thoda jldi utha jada sardi ki wja se 7:15 pr uth rhe the aj 6:30 kiya or agge again wahi purane 5:30 tk pohchna h. 

mast. still affected me ptani kese at the time of urge issue hone lgta h. achanak s man krta h aram s kro and sleeo then regret follows me. 

Ab muje smjh ye nhi arha ki chodee kese koi doctor khenge ki iske fayde h kuch baba khenge iske nuksan h.

lekin bat wo nhi h bat ye hai ki addiction to har chijka khrb hi h is trh s jo krne k bad regret ho. to fir use krne ka koi logic hi nhi bachta ptana kyu hi is chij m fasjata hu.

abse thoda is chijko practically or mentally skip krne ki kosis krunga yehi ek option h jese PUBG ko kuch din khelna choda to dhere dhere kam hogya ha phle mene iske sath b asa kiya h or 40 days and 30 days ki streak bhi ki hai.

lekin mera brain bolta h ky hi krliya collapse tb b hua or aj fir whi hai.

lekin muje is chijko maintain krna hoga. ase kam nhi chlega collapse hona daily or 30 din m fark bhot h. islea m shuru wat krunga 1 week se. then m usko 2.5 week leke jaunga and then 1 month and done.

m jada akhand streak ka nhi soch skta ghrast m asa hona bhot jada hard bhi h to muje yha se suru krna hoga. and hope so I'll make it this time. 

Baki life m ye chlra h kal dikhake aya khet sonu gotka ko RO wala. ab use smjh to kuch aya ni front kam h lekin wse hi price kam hai. ab wo dahar k rate gotka se compare kr rha wo khr mera kam dikhane ka tha mene dikha diye baki wo jane. 

dekhte h agar kuch nikl jae to acha h wrna at last sep ki kist k pese arrange kr hi liye hai lets see kya hota h. B2 uncle or rakesh uncle s 30-30 ki bat hui h march m hi wo pese dedenge. 

Bholu se kaha tha lekin usne kuch asa solution. ni diya fir mene use dubara bola ni kyuki ye log picha chudana jantey h kisi ki chijme age bdhke madat krna ni or muh krna khi hui bat se itna muje pta h to bolne ka koi fayda nhi jane do. Uppr wale k us s m manage krlunga.

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