7 Feb Journal

 aj thoda or jldi uthe h lgbhg 6:15 pr alaram baja tha ab again apna thand s phle wala time lane ka wo krenge ab sardiya khtm hochuki h almost.

Aj muje ashish k mama ka diet chart bhi bnana h une issues hore h thode aj unka fix krna h kam bicharo ko dikat kafi h fir bhi wo himat kr rhe h.

Tile wale ko kisi bhi hal m lana h m bhot laparwahi kr rha hu m kru bhi ky koi contact m hi nhi h jo ye kam krde washroom m tile lgane ka. 

3448 ko leke m roj sochta rhta hu ab muje uske bare m sochna band krna chahea jo hoga dekha jaega is saal tk ka to intzam h hi age ka age dekhte h.

Kuch future and option liye h hedge krke max loss 60-70k k hisab s agar wo up move kre to 2L tk ka profit rhega safe h niche ae to or qty add krenge or PE option pr profit book krenge naked position leke ab nhi khelna market m. bas ek condition m kam profit rhega or averaging bhi theek s nhi hoga agar market acha niche ya upr move na kri to baki let's see - CIPLA, HDFC LIFE ko mene liye h nifty m bhi same positions bnaunga monday s. usme sochra hu niche ki side positions lu.

Shaadi ka dahej wgera ka masti mjak ab shhyad band krna chahea age jo hoga dekha jaega. 

Or masturbation ka thoda abhi theek thak h chije mene sochke rkha h 1 week niklna h phle fir dhere dhere krke month m 1 bar. 

bs muje ye 1 week wali yad rhe or m tightly nikal lu phle mera ye target h then 2 week then 4 weeks. 

Ab body weight 93.9KG achuka h almost and I look great chere pr chamak h sab bdiya thoda issue to medicine li thi prso shi hogya tha thoda bhot tha ek rat leli thi ab lgta h NSAID ki jrurt na pdegi mamla theek h baki dekhte h age ky or thoda dhyan s kam krunga ase hi kuch bhi position ni krni gym m.

Epistein file ka drama charo trf h lekin iska krna bhi kya h burai or achai hmare aspas mojud h hi.

mene decide kiya h na kisi baba k chkkr m pdna na kisi shastra ka na kisi or chij k apni vivek buddhi h ishwar pr vishwas krke or apne guru ko dhyan m rkhte hue age chlte jana h. kyuki is chijme jitna m ghusunga utna girta jaunga utna hi m jada mudta s dosh darshan bhi krunga. us s btter h m manke chalu ek s ek gadha alg alg bhes m betha h or is bat pr koi sandhe nhi h.

is s muje age bdne m madat rhegi apni life jesi bhi h jine m or guru ko sadve dhyan m rkhte hue bhale hi m maharaj ji jesa na ban pau na m banskta 1% bhi lekin asa m sab guru ko manke chije krke kabi kisi ek pr bhi vishwas nhi kr paunga ab inki kya maya h ky leela h muje nhi pta na mere pas wo dekhne ki dristi h agge ki agge dekhenge. 

Abhi m chahta hu sab apne ishwar ko or maharaj ji ko dhyan m rkhte hue agge kru baki shastra wgera or other chijo m na pdu patani ky chij kese khke aprosi jarhi h kyu dosh darshan krna.