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Date 12/June/2026 - Understanding My Feeling to know what actually I am Thinking! (My thoughts are)

 Today I have read a book again THE SECRET.

Now, ek topic tha usme ki tum jesa jesa sochoge wsa wsa future bnega and kafi sunder details thi. or tha ki negative thoughts ko replace krte rho jis se tum hmesha positive ko attract kroge lekin.


Usme fir ye tha ki dinme ek admi ko on an average 60,000 thoughts atey h to itne thoughts ko alter krna ya dekhna not possible. 


Then, in that case we should know a thing called FEELING.


at the moment khudse pucho ki m kesa feel kr rha hu.


Kyuki agar koi acha feel kre to uske thought 100% ache hi honge ye kabi diff. nhi hoskte and vise versa.


So, in that case ask yourself how I am feeling and then understand your thoughts. bhot hi sunder smjhaya then I asked. 

and, the answer is let's think.................

BETRAYED

In case of RAJA, BHOLU (TRIP), ANKUR (DEALS M), AKSHAY. It's constant and I am feeling this and same mene dekha constant kafi time se mere same hi thoughts h or same hi meri life m hora h almost har jgha se mene manliya. 

To, now I can say it is really worthit tume jan na h tumare thought and thinking kesi h to apni feeling ko dekho.

So, Journal m likhta hu kesa m actually feel kr rha hu. m khudko akela mhsus kr rha hu or sochta hu ki kese sab apne kam k liye pas atey h or fir sab wse hi har jgha asa hi hua fyda uthayagya and all but again at the same time m is layak to tha ye log kuch fyda nikal ske ye bhi to ek bat h bhagwan n is layak bnaya or muje na koi fark pda is chijse. 

Mein manta hu mere pas ab koi dost nhi h ya m bnana ni chahta na kisi s milna chahta kyuki sab bhot cheap mentality k hai chijko proper na nibha paye phle apna kam nikalne ka sochenge. 

To ab bat ati h ab m kese is chijko alter kru.

Actually jo betryal ya jo bhi kho trip pr atey tym accident m khud mene jo bhara wgera jo hona tha hogya muje ye dekhna chahea ki uske bad ab ky. isko kese alter krke reality change kru.

phle muje smjhna hoga ha m subconciously is chijke bare m hi sochrha tha ki sb dhokebaj h or dhoke constant hotey gye. ab time h isko bdlke dekhne ka.

Vicky mana dhoke hue lekin unke sath bhot ache pal bhi the ab bat ye h aj mere pas jo h wo dekhu m to grattitude ata h apni chijo ko leke. 

1 ladki h jo muje respect krti h family m mummy or bhaiya h jo care krte h bache h jo sath khlte h and bhabhi h jo thodi wsi h pr time pr khana pina sb dhyan rkhti h (unme kuch problem dikhti b h to muje ky dhyan dena uspe har kisi m kuch na kuch hota hi h) to wse to sb shi h muje mere grudges ko chodna h. kyuki m bilkul smjhgya hu ki life bhot achi h agar dekha jaye to mere pas sab h jo jo hona chahea tha jo socha tha even jo kabi socha bhi nhi tha.


Muje sabke samne calm rhna chahea koi jealousy nhi kisi s sbse prem bhav ki sb dkhke inspire ho mere jesa ban ne k. abhi m sbpe apni chij thopta rha hounga syd but age m sbko pyaar or dosti dunga taki sb apni life m agge bdhe or muje inspiration ki trh dekhe.


I have the bestest car I ever dreamed and sooner will be have more.

I have earned good money created the bestest wealth. 

God grace me with great circle of friends and family.

Muje itni knowledge di bhagwan ne ki mene kabhi socha bhi nhi tha.

Mere real estates k kam hmesha best chaltey aye h or age m or ultimate wealth creat hogi. ya kaho ho chuki h isi s bhot tagde returns milrhe h.

Very soone rmuje ek gaon ki kheti ki zameen leni hai 20-30 Bigha. 20-30 bigha gaon ki zameen m leke usko sunder s farm m convert krna h.

Muje jaldi se dhudnen m lgna h 20-30 bighe ka chak jise m purchase krunga or uske sath sath Bubak pur wali m ghirai krake acha sa fark setup krna h.

Dream sach hogya ab m  asani se 30 bighe kheti ki zameen bhi le skta hu apne peso se or logo ko inspire kr skta hu.

I AM ALTERING MY REALITY

GOD I AM BLESSED TO HAVE ALL THIS FORTUNER AND BEST MEMBERS AROUND ME AT THE RIGHT TIME.

mere sode hmesha tym pr hue hmesha acha earn kiya or age bhi hoga m chordke nhi bhagunga I will fight till the end. and make my life the bestest I never think of. My next targets are:

  • 30 BIGHE ZAMEEN KHRIDNA KHETI KI
  • FARM BNANA BUBAKPUR WALI ZAMEEN PR
  • 15 CRORES KA FORTUNE (<3)
  • FINANCIALLY SUPER FREEDOM
  • INSPIRATION TO ALL

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